my sleeping pattern is so off which makes me grouchy with the students...most deserve it anyway. kidding! no I'm not. yes I am. No...I'm not.
Anyhow, I got into to teaching because I wanted to make a difference, cliche, I know, but now, I understand why people nowadays only last about 5 years in the field. I've been cussed out twice, granted those students were new and didn't know me and were sent to me because they threatened other teachers, but still I was cussed out 3 times this year!!! that has NEVER happened to Me before. I was also pushed this school year! Bye a DUDE. yes, I did push back, self defense and all. I so wanted him to punch me to I could really practice self-defense. I probably shouldn't admit that.
anyway, I wish I could just write awesome books. I have all these ideas, but I hear it's a tough world out there in book land, so I've got nothing. I'm just really really really tired.
drained